blah.blah.blah. i hate feeling blah. its the worst case of nothingness EVER. there is nothing i can do about it. i sit in my room and drive myself crazy. i literally feel the need to punch a wall....scream at the top of my lungs....all for no reason at all. i am angry. and blah. and sad. and i partially know why but not totally. i think if i go to bed now i might forget. booooooo. bad mood! get away from me.