i am uber excited. i was recently hired by my friend jackie, for blairphotography! we had been talking about it for awhile, but now it is pretty much official. i am set up as a second-shooter for 7 weddings already this year. this is definately a great opportunity for me since i am not going to school or anything for photography. i need to become more familiar with my camera and stuff, especially since i am not big on directions or taking classes. i am definately more of a hands-on learner. i've been looking at a lot of photography blogs as of lately, and i just feel the need to expand my borders. i mean, i love the stuff i take now....but i guess i just don't feel "satisfied"....i want it to become a reflection of life through my eyes...anyway, i am just so excited about this opportunity. well, making money, means i will be spending money [hooray!]...i actually should say investing money, into my camera. i am going to buying a new lens and a new flash as soon as i can.
school is a drag. i am so ready for it to be done. i just need a break from "climbing the ladder". i just want to take time off from that and allow myself to freely express myself in every avenue of my life. i love to paint, draw, sew, cook/bake, make music, obviously photograph.....i want to learn...but hands on learn...to experience life to its fullest in everyway. i want to travel, explore, and live freely. i try to do that anyway for the most part, but with work and school i feel so trapped. i just don't want to waste time. i dont want to see life pass by before me.
thats all for now...i have homework [as usual]
and its dinner [mmmmm.....spinach ravioli w/ my dad's famous-homemade spaghetti sauce!]