02 February 2008

can you be in love, even though you've never "met"?

some days i feel like my heart is in the west coast, but how can this be when i've never been? i haven't stepped any further west than my good 'ol state of MI...the east coast are where my roots have been planted. maybe its not even the west itself, maybe i'm just in love with the "idea" of it.

ever since i was little i remember wanting the california winds to whisk me away. i've mentioned this before, but i've always been a little "hippy-ish" ever since i can remember. when i was in junior high and my parted hair ringleted down to my waist, i was deemed "the flower child". i love the freedom vibe. the culture. the love. no worries.

i have since fallen out of this mode in a sense. i get so wrapped up with school and work, it sucks. i remember when corey first met me, he said one thing that drew him was how carefree i was. i want to regain this "less-stress" mode once more. i'm not advocating that i will pack my bags, drop everything and move to california...but i do know that something must be done to get rid of this mid-winter michigan rut!

i'm longing for sunshine...

...and these:

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i'm feelin' the same way about the michigan weather. i can't wait for some warm weather and sunshine. its gonna' be just awesome and it can't come soon enough!
anywho, i am FINALLY feeling better! Thank you for the get well message! i would've called back but, well, i have a hard time talking! i lost my voice for a couple days. haha i couldn't pronounce certain letters it was frustrating... oh and i sound like a major smoker, its just awesome. goodtimes. haha but anywho, i'm doing good now. i want to hang out with you guys, but we'll probably have to wait another week because danny is now getting what i had which means he'll be sick for like 7 days and its a 'cold' we wouldn't want to give to you guys. its the worst i have ever had..ever! anywho though we'll plan something here soon!! i miss you!! <3