09 August 2007

and so i sit...listening to the rain

why didn't i go to work today you ask? i was banned. i wish the real reason was as sweet as her excuse. "you're contagious". but everyone knows, its just another notch to mark on her hate list for me.
for four years [summers] i have been trying to get along with the head leader of the day camp [she is only 3 years older than me...] but yet deep, down inside her darth vader's helmet-black heart she hates me... how do i know this? even the kids can see it. regardless, i've tried to push all personal issues aside and try to get along for the mere 8-weeks we get to share together. well today drew the line.
after returning from my much obliged doctors visit yesterday [after mom died....im not one to like to visit those places] i returned to work with a message from my doctor urging me that i was no longer contagious and could return to work with no issues. just yesterday, after i told her the news...she never sent me home. but then last night, KNOWING today was the last day that all the groups of kids would be in one place together, she calls telling me not to come in. she knew i made brownies for the kids and that we were going to have a mini-party at the beach. she rained on our parade. but then god rained on hers today [its been pouring...so no beach! haha]
anyway, the underlying issue is that her ex-boyfriend likes me....and regardless of the fact that ive been with corey for two years and have no other intentions but friendship with her ex, she refuses to believe it. the irony of the whole thing is that she is the one who dumped him AND she already lives with another guy [who is like olddddd] but whatever. she has an issue with mixing personal business with work.
anyway tomorrow is the last day and i wont have to worry about it until next summer. although i probably wont get hired....but who knows. we will see how tomorrow goes.
i spent all day sewing cute little stuffed animals [pictures later] and watching season 2 of the office. i felt like such a bum! oh well....i was having a pity party

im done writing for now...so...


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